ANDi2SK

I'm hating life,

just pack of lies, problems and sorrows...

I'm loving love,

thanks to that I'm forgetting on life...

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I'm not crazy, I'm not sick. I'm just tired of all of this. Life shows me very little of good, but very much of bad... Many times I wish I could end it all, wondering how sweet it would be to just run a bullet through my brain and end it all. But I can't. I'm not a pussy, I won't give up. I'll rather spend all my life in a misery, but at least in the end I'll be able to say; I've tried.

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A lot of people have troubles to sleep, they have bad dreams and nightmares. But not me. I have only one bad dream, every time I open my eyes...

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I hate {me, for losing} you.

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Years ago, I've lost the love, then the dream, then the hope and now the health

...and my mind? I guess that's already lost through all those years.

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The only key for surviving is insanity, only then I can keep me sane...

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Life is very simple, it's just our egocentric minds that make it complicated.

© ANDi