Random and desperate

📘 MY BOOK – Creator, Father & Survivor

I wrote this book myself.

Not a ghostwriter. Not a brand. Me.

Creator, Father & Survivor is my real story — the parts you see on YouTube, and the parts you don’t.

This book goes deeper than the channel. It’s about real life, not highlight reels.

Inside the book, I talk honestly about:

• growing up and where I came from

• becoming a dad and what that responsibility really feels like

• mental health, anxiety, burnout, and coping

• work, pressure, money worries, and survival

• mistakes I’ve made and lessons I learned the hard way

• why creating content became more than “just YouTube”

• how chaos, humour, and honesty kept me going

If you’ve followed Random & Desperate, this is the unfiltered version — the backstory, the context, and the things that are hard to say on camera.

📚 WHERE TO GET IT

👉 View all formats here:

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0G576DJ65